Why? I refused to ask this the first time around. I figured the answer was; Why not? I'm not so special that I could escape a disease that affects so many people. It was just part of life. It could be that I refused to ask because I did not really want to know....This time I'm asking. Why God? Why do I have to do this? Why do I have to hurt so much? He has not given me one answer that explains everything and I don't expect that He will. He has given me answers that help explain some things. He wants me to find strength in Him, not in myself. He wants me to trust Him completely. He wants me to let others love me. He wants me to love others without judgment. Why God? I'm ready to hear you. Why God? I'm ready, teach me.
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5 years ago
hi kris, i'm sorry you are having to face this difficult time in your life. you remain in my prayers. it's beautiful that your family is all around you with so much love. i can't imagine what you're all going through. but i do know that God is in the midst as He always is, holding you and guiding you with love. i can see you know this too.
ReplyDeletei'll say a prayer of acceptance and serenity for you, especially on wednesday mornings. God bless you and your family.
love,
maria
Kris, your mother made me aware of your situation because a dear friend of mine is going through the exact same trial. I want you to know that you and your family are in my prayers and I KNOW that he hears and responds to ALL prayers.
ReplyDeleteI don't have the answers as to why you have to be the one to carry this load. I do know why you have felt him so intensely lately. You have opened yourself to His influence in ways that you couldn't when you were hale and healthy.
I know very few things in this world, but among them I know that His love is limitless, and that He will give you peace and strength sufficient to the race you run. Also, I know that even when we are weak and cannot see purpose, rhyme, or reason to what happens to us, He does. He has a plan for our lives beyond what we can see.
You and your family have my prayers for healing, strength, and peace, and may God grant you all of these in great measure.
May the peace of God be with you.Thanks for sharing and visting Joann
ReplyDeleteHeartbreaking. :( Praying for you guys.
ReplyDeleteHave you ever read lilblueboo.com? She has a craft blog, and this year her dad suddenly died after an overseas trip, she had a miscarriage, an emergency hysterectomy, and now a rare form of cancer. Her posts are really uplifting.. maybe you might enjoy reading some of them.